is it lack of motivation?not enough Complan?not enough intelligence?too much lovelornity?WHAT is it that's making me not study at all?i mean,i haven't ever been your ideal student.But i've never been this careless!in the end,a week before the exam,my emergency bell has always always saved me!all i do is sit on orkut ALL day long!i'm going at the rate of minimum 500 scraps a day!
the worst part is,i am least bothered!I don't care what the consequences would be if i do badly!ofcourse there's the jackass i have fallen for to be blamed as well.sending me messages every two seconds-"i totally love her!","i totally totally love her","i totally totally totally love her"...ALL RIGHT!POINT TAKEN!and i'm just about to yell out of frustration when another gem comes up-"no!u knw wt?i hate her!she dusnt even lemme concntr8!shweyaaa...m flunkin:("...which in short reflect my emotions as well.then he decides messages aren't enough to bug the hell out of me n so he calls:-
dhuh-hiiiiiii
me-hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
dhuh-kunn(my name...v r dhuh +kunn=dhakkan!how apt!),m feelin very bad yaar!she's not well.she was coughing so bad yesterday!
*i am immediately hit by a coughing fit-NATURAL OFCOURSE*
dhuh-what happened to you?
me-nothing
dhuh-ok...so as i was saying*i feel ready to faint*,u think i should call and ask how she's doing?will that be desperate?you know what?Nibedita told me we are perfect for each other!she probably likes me as well!cool huh?
me(crying now-this is worse than the day he told me that if he doesnt get anyone by 28,i'm his backup plan!)-ya...way to go dhuh!very cool!
dhuh-you got a blocked nose or somethin?are you sure you're ok?you dont sound so good!
*my heart melts and breaks at the same time*
me-ya!m fine.i'll call ya in the evening ok?bye!
i keep before he can respond.intelligent as i am the first poem that i attempt to study is Properzia Rossi!all the crap about "unrequited love" gets to me and i relapse into silent tears again!
sigh!
About Me
- li'l miss sunshine
- m a bushman-eyebrowed,hitler-moustached,halleberry-skinned,einstein-haired girl who is clueless about her future,present n in a wierd sorta way,her past!no i don't fit into cute tanktops,but i don't need liposuction either(i myt soon if i don't watch out!).love my self with all my heart n love bein a part of this beautiful beautiful world.i got no talent but...my lunacity makes me unique enuf!
2 comments:
awwley, bachha. don't let this happen baby.
*ok, good advisor gone*
honestly? honestly honestly? we're all on the same boat. us normal kids. i do the *exact same thing* and have done so all my life. and trust me, in the end, god pulls you through.
of course, ive never given a sem exam and that too at jude *slight palpitation*
and dude! DUDE DUDE DUDE! this guy is so into you. he likes you. only thing is like all other jerky guys ('cept my precious froggy) he's taking you for granted.
STOP TAKING THOSE CALLS! tear your <3 apart they might, now. But dekh lena. The moment you stop being his wonderwall, light shall dawn on those blinded eyes.
I'M TELLING YOU!
And ahem, now that im "committed" my opinion in these matters: counts! :D :D :D
Love ya baby.
You'll do FINE. We all will.
No chinta. And no more agony aunt
lubh ya 2!!!i ve stopped callin!wat i wonder is...how long will I stay widout talkin 2 him!weak will power u see:(
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