A peek into a random mind

*Ankie pushes me into a bus.its pretty crowded.a middleaged lady is standing with a very stern expression on her face.a guy near to where i am standing leaves his seat for me.i sit down and look triumphantly at the lady.she gives me an expression which says "you wait till you have kids and your boobs sag." i feel a sudden guilt.my mind starts a furious battle with itself.*

i should get up.i seriouslyseriouslySERIOUSLY should.*i am about to get up.i look at her again feeling a warm glow.her expression is unchanged.my glow dies*.on second thoughts,maybe i will just stay put.she looks like the kind of women who teach in schools and bully girls like me who talk too much or too loud.besides she does have saggy boobs.*i smirk gaining a suspiscious look from the gentleman beside me.i watch the birds and the bees and the dust and dirt.my mind is strangely quiet(yes I am thinking this).the conductor comes asks for the fare.changehunting begins.*

1...2...4...emm...that's two 50p...5...darn I am an entire rupee short!how do I buy badam?oh wait!the bus fare is of bigger concern!*snicker again*.now what now what.i could ask annoyed uncle for a rupee.or maybe saggy aunty.or maybe i could smile at the chaivalrous youth and ask HIM for it.no wait.I have braces.he only left the seat cuz he didnt see my braces.what what*looks around panicked*.i shouldnt have had phuchka today.but it was good*reminiscent smile*.oh right!Shreya did give me a 100 bucks that day*frantically searches bag,retrieves note*.i hate braking big notes.its so sad!*conductor gives a horrifying glance at the large denomination.sighs and counts change*.oh wow!so many little notes!so many phuchkas!yeyyy!oooh look!nose digging ugly guy!I love the way my mind works.i should post it in my blog or something!and I will have to remember all of this for that!wow!what a loser am i!i remember conversations with myself!ah well...being loser is phun!:D